No use trying to deny it any more, I am a sissy

I have waffled back and forth for years trying to deny and suppress my femme and bi sides. Have come to realize that it is just pointless. No matter how much I limit my viewing to strictly females it does not reverse the impact crossdressing and sucking have had on me. The only pics that excite me, arouse me now have to have cocks in them. I am just a sissy who needs to explore