Feeling girly

I would like the opinion of the most experienced.
I'm trying to feel the most womanly possible and the time I most felt it was when I shaved all body leaving only some pubs which is the way I most appreciate. I passed some lotion after a hot bath and put some little panties and a night dress and went to bed and suddenly I found myself imagine all the hungry cocks wanting to be there with me and I got more and more aroused. After a while I started playing with myself, but not the way I normally do. This time I felt really like a girl so I caressed my body all over, my small tits and my round ass and felt how clean and soft my skin felt. As doing this I got more and more horny and started to feel really feminine and imagine how it would be like being fucked by a hard cock and just surrender to the pleasure it felt.
I heard that the only time you can feel really girly is when you take it up your ass like a woman and sometimes after you swallowed some cum. I wonder if you can feel even more feminine than I felt.
What is your opinion and experience in this? Kisses to all my fans.